Why are breakups so hard? Relationships are so sensitive because you are only connected through a verbal commitment. Once that verbal commitment is broken – there is nothing left… no friendship (at least for a long time) – because JUST being friends with an ex is almost impossible; no family relation…nothing… And yet while in the relationship you and the other person are connected on so many levels. You’re friends and even closer than family (at times) – and yet when its over…its over. Once a relationship starts going “south” its best to let it go. But it’s so hard. Here I am…alone – in a foreign country, no family, few friends and one significant other. I have a great job that keeps me fulfilled intellectually – but when I’m with that “other” there’s no where else in the world I would want to be. But what do you do when that “one” isn’t the “one” anymore? When all your conversations become arguments and misunderstandings become the theme of every meeting. When the monster in you comes out – and you are no longer yourself. When you wake up every morning thinking about the fight the day before or the mean words said. When all you want is for it to change – either go back to the days when you couldn’t keep your hands off each other or you find the strength to let it go. When neither is possible…what do you do? Lost Again…is how I feel today.
Lost and then found oh I know you’re around,
I can't help but to look in the clouds,
If I had to guess as to where you would be,
it's looking out on over me,
I never thought that moment would come
when I'd have to look out my window alone,
now I'm watching the stars and still hoping to see
the day when you will come back to me,
[CHORUS] And everything that you thought was fine
has turned its back into more than time,
You said to me that its all all right,
you can't find yourself today,
Lost and then found how I live for that day,
some call me crazy for thinking this way,
my life seems so empty, its rained for a while
Your eyes still glow, How I love your smile
[CHORUS]
I Will
Do you ever wonder if we were not friends?
I know it's hard to ponder,
but there's reasons for that,
I can't go on without you,
its burning inside of my head,
And I feel so alone without you,
Now I can't survive, it must be your eyes,
[CHORUS] I will not take that road again,
I will not try to find those things out in my head,
I will not take that road
even if I keep my head above the ground
which you know I will
Don't you ever wonder what things would be like?
well I know I can't give you everything
but wouldn't that just be nice,
[CHORUS]
I've tried, now people can't you see
If I'm blind now and, if all this was a dream
at least it was a dream about you
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